MGH. For most medical personnel who read those letters, they are inclined to think of Harvard's residency programs at Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston, but allow me to introduce the polar opposite acronym for medical training: Mbabane Government Hospital. After the guard removes the old stool blocking the entrance, one can walk inside the gate to find the initial view pictured at the top. Old and rusted, this Parkland of Swaziland's capital city is in far worse need of refurbishment than the county hospital in Dallas, TX.
Upon entering the entirely open air complex, I typically make my way up to Pediatric Ward 8 where I am greeted with the multicolored hallway in the middle photo, a sight much more welcoming than any of the other wards even if it betrays what lies within. Rounds begin with one of the two doctors assigned to the seventy or so admitted children, and while I try my best to listen and learn from them as we move from bed to bed, it is incredible how the anxious mothers look at me as if I possessed the great authority of a knowledgeable and practiced physician. Dr. Fiona Henderson from our Baylor Clinic joins us, and I try not to become too disconcerted as she tends to frequently disagree with the local physicians as to whether the underlying pathologies of many of the patients is related to Tuberculosis. She seems to think it is much more common here than it is usually diagnosed.... How bizarre it is to think this disease kills more people than any other worldwide even though it is nearly absent from the United States. Although it is transmitted through the air, there are no isolation rooms here, and every cough feels like a personal threat.
On my first day at MGH, I noticed that nearly every patient we encountered had moderate to severe malnutrition, much like the child in the final picture. When I asked her mother if I could take a picture of her apallingly small twelve year old daughter, who was now receiving her light-sensitive antibiotics through an IV crudely covered with construction paper to treat her cryptomeningitis, she accepted and simply replied, "Yes doctor, she will get better."
We continued on to finish our daily rounds, and I tried to ignore the bugs crawling on the walls of every "cubicle," which was just one of four rooms on the ward with around 15 beds in it. Eventually we halted on a child who had a feeding tube and had not been doing so well. Apparently, she had been gaining weight earlier in the week, but she had had some sort of crisis the night before which necessitated the IV in her head. Her stomach was very distended, and Fiona also told me that her heart was enlarged. We checked for signs of edema or swelling as one would for heart failure, and then Fiona repeatedly tried to put an IV in the miniscule veins of the toddler at multiple sites. She then asked me to get another doctor for help, but I knew the child had to be in bad sorts when she hardly changed her behavior in response to the needle sticks. When I finally found him, we brought the girl into the "treatment room" where Fiona put an IV directly into the bone of the patient's left lower leg. While the child was clearly not moving much, I was trying my best to stay out of the way until the gravity of the situation hit home when the nurse began doing chest compressions. I looked back and forth in angst from the kid to the gogo (grandmother in SiSwati) wondering all the while whether she had any clue of what was happening. Eventually, the little one's pulse returned, but she was not breathing which meant we had to move her to a place where she could get oxygen therapy. There were no ventilators here. After giving oxygen and more CPR, the doctors finally stopped knowing nothing more could be done. I looked at the gogo who just stared on silently and again questioned whether she had comprehended the chilling finality of what had just taken place.
When Fiona and I went back to the lounge afterwards, I immediately asked her, and she responded, "Oh yes. She knew exactly what was happening all along." Shocked by the answer, I promptly followed up, "Why was there no reaction? No tears or anything?" Fiona then explained that the Swazis were a very stoic people, and it was not in their nature to show grief in the way I had presumed.
Even though it had been hard for me to see a young teenager weep after receiving a diagnosis of HIV+, this was infinitely more terrible. The death of this young child was completely unremarkable. There was no flat line, no alarm from a sophisticated machine, no rush from a responding crash team, and worst of all no evidence of human pain or sorrow. Why? It was because death is an expectation here, especially when a child is admitted to the hospital. This was the Africa I had expected--ruthless and unforgiving.
The question becomes, what are we going to do about it in light of the fact that many of the patients who are severely sick when they come into our clinic are sent to this hospital for care? If we send them there, I believe they are still our responsibility even if they are not physically sitting inside of our building. To combat this discrepancy in care, Fiona and I have put together a database which contains all of the children admitted to MGH from March through May. Through various data points, we are analyzing first how many of the children that come in have a known HIV status and second how many of them are getting tested when they reach the ward. Because HIV, TB, and malnutrition are all profoundly interrelated (often tracking together), a child's treatment course will be profoundly changed depending on what the doctor knows about him when he first assesses and formulates his plan of care. Surprisingly, MGH actually has the resources to devote a nurse solely to the purpose of universal testing for all of the HIV kids that enter the ward but does not do it because the administration is so poor. Hopefully, our results will illustrate the common sense of this issue in a country throttled by HIV infection, and the hospital will implement this as a new policy. Additionally, we are compiling data on the indications and demographics of the children who are admitted for severe acute malnutrition and then comparing their mortality to the kids who are exposed to HIV versus those who contract new infections simply from staying in the hospital for an extended period of time. Tentatively, we have discussed creating a non-profit organization that would fund a much needed malnutrition expert to work full time at MGH, but there is a lot of work to do first before starting such a project. In the meantime, I will be rifling through charts and punching keys on a Baylor laptop in the medical records dungeon in the basement.

